Topic: I'm in so much PAIN (help)
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Dreams Moderator Posts: 1354 |
Idk..I think I just need to vent. I feel like I'm really stressed. My dad keeps spying on me, I worry all the time what he might do to me/ take away from me. He is never nice to me, whenever he's angry he gets it all out on me. He never says anything nice about me. Sometimes I feel like he gets mad at my mom because she's really nice to me and when she isn't it's always because of him. I AM TURNING 18 SOON why can't he understand that?? He took my keys, he never wants any doors locked. I KNOW I am a mature person. It's not like he is worried or I have issues and can't be left alone. I tried talking to him about it, he never wants to listen to me. I don't want him to hurt me. I can't move out EVER....I don't wanna lose my family because of him. I don't wanna lose everybody...no one believes me, he knows how to make himself look perfect. I'm getting sick of this life, I cried till there were no tears left. What he is doing is impossible, he doesn't trust me. I'm a BIG girl...he disrespects me infront of my little brother, he fills his head with crap about me. I really want this to stop, I tried to deal with him for 17 years. He told me that I was born a mistake INFRONT OF MY LITTLE BROTHER I feel like my brothers only support my dad with what he is doing to me. I'm not a little girl, all I care about is my future. I never let anything hold me back but this is getting out of control. Sorry BS I only posted this here because there is no where else to go :'( | |
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-- "The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and that it really happened"
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Dreams Moderator Posts: 1354 |
Someone? | |
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-- "The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and that it really happened"
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Wanda Member Posts: 20 |
I am soooo sorry you're having to go through something like this. NO child is ever born a mistake. There is a reason and purpose for everyone born. Don't ever forget that. One day you're dad will be very sorry for mistreating you like that. Just try to hang in there. | |
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Wanda Member Posts: 20 |
oh btw I'm Kim's mom | |
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Dreams Moderator Posts: 1354 |
Yea, she told me. It's easy to tell hehe
I know, I always think of tomorrow. It helps to now I won't be here forever | |
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-- "The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and that it really happened"
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Wanda Member Posts: 20 |
and how is that | |
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Dreams Moderator Posts: 1354 |
Idk...trying to hold on | |
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-- "The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and that it really happened"
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Head Moderator Moderator Posts: 232 |
i am here for you if you need a shoulder | |
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-- wishes that you have the courage to be more than you can possibly be, and if thats not enough, you can go suck it
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