Well anger for me is part of my personallity in some ways and not always because the fact i chose for it to be there. But over the years its just built up and sort of a perminent chip on the shoulder. Im also one of those people that finally came out of the shell and started being quiet the social one but now im slowly crawling back in trying to find a way out.

I can see the anger in you in that avatar lol

Okay, why do you feel like you are slowly crawling back? Is it that you are afraid of being judged?

Lol i know there is not much anger there you should see one of my other pictures i took there i my buddy took it wrong but it turned out to be a plus. The reason being is that i was leaning on the rocks with one hand and it didn't get the rocks so i was like im leaning on air people.

But as far as being judged I am not to worried about that its just my communication skills and outward personality got shy all the sudden i suppose. Sounds akward yes but its just a stage I am hopeing to over come.

Think of it this way, what made you change like that? What happened? Did someone say something that got to you? AND PLEASE check your inbox

Well I guess its all the laziness around the summer and the thoughts of my ex and shit along those lines. I dont know why i still think of her at times but i do. It bothers me honestly. And now you should check your inbox.

Moving on is hard. I know..focus on your future, maybe hang out with someone else, go to the gym with Brandon ( tell him to pay foreverything you know) umm, really live your life a bit and forget about her. As for the laziness of the summer, school will start now, make it a fresh start

Oh, and your turn now lol

Yes it is. I mean me and her are quiet old news but for the past few days i have been thinking of her. She has oldly been on my mind. The sad part was i did move on for a while and i chilled with my buddies for a long time and church helped me personally but lately I have not been able to go. The gym eh well i like the gym but as far as going with brandon would be odd cause my and him are not much of the athletic type but as far as him paying for everything i like that idea lol But thank you and Im working on the freash start.

Disturbed Shock at 11:41PM on Aug 20, 2009

Yes it is. I mean me and her are quiet old news but for the past few days i have been thinking of her. She has oldly been on my mind. The sad part was i did move on for a while and i chilled with my buddies for a long time and church helped me personally but lately I have not been able to go. The gym eh well i like the gym but as far as going with brandon would be odd cause my and him are not much of the athletic type but as far as him paying for everything i like that idea lol But thank you and Im working on the freash start.

Both of you don't look like it lol

Umm, yeah. And you are thinking about her because you are not making  yourself busy enough. Like you said, it's the summer, when school starts you'll be more busy with your life, so don't worry about it

Dreams at 11:43PM on Aug 20, 2009

Disturbed Shock at 11:41PM on Aug 20, 2009

Yes it is. I mean me and her are quiet old news but for the past few days i have been thinking of her. She has oldly been on my mind. The sad part was i did move on for a while and i chilled with my buddies for a long time and church helped me personally but lately I have not been able to go. The gym eh well i like the gym but as far as going with brandon would be odd cause my and him are not much of the athletic type but as far as him paying for everything i like that idea lol But thank you and Im working on the freash start.

Both of you don't look like it lol

 

Umm, yeah. And you are thinking about her because you are not making  yourself busy enough. Like you said, it's the summer, when school starts you'll be more busy with your life, so don't worry about it

Yes very true well school started a few days ago. It has been quiet a haze for me. But im going to get myself back on track. So im going to go with no worry that is my polocy for the most part anyway. yep yep

Dreams at 11:36PM on Aug 20, 2009

Moving on is hard. I know..focus on your future, maybe hang out with someone else, go to the gym with Brandon ( tell him to pay foreverything you know) umm, really live your life a bit and forget about her. As for the laziness of the summer, school will start now, make it a fresh start

Ha. He has just as big of a chance of me paying for it, as he dose winning the lottery. xD

Disturbed Shock at 11:46PM on Aug 20, 2009

Dreams at 11:43PM on Aug 20, 2009

Disturbed Shock at 11:41PM on Aug 20, 2009

Yes it is. I mean me and her are quiet old news but for the past few days i have been thinking of her. She has oldly been on my mind. The sad part was i did move on for a while and i chilled with my buddies for a long time and church helped me personally but lately I have not been able to go. The gym eh well i like the gym but as far as going with brandon would be odd cause my and him are not much of the athletic type but as far as him paying for everything i like that idea lol But thank you and Im working on the freash start.

Both of you don't look like it lol

 

Umm, yeah. And you are thinking about her because you are not making  yourself busy enough. Like you said, it's the summer, when school starts you'll be more busy with your life, so don't worry about it

Yes very true well school started a few days ago. It has been quiet a haze for me. But im going to get myself back on track. So im going to go with no worry that is my polocy for the most part anyway. yep yep

Exactly! And if you ever feel down again...Brandon and I are here

haha that is probably true sir lol But ill just take yo money bro Thats lottery enough for me

yep yep it all be good im not to depressed you know just a litle blank in personallity you know but yes tis coo

Disturbed Shock at 11:48PM on Aug 20, 2009

haha that is probably true sir lol But ill just take yo money bro Thats lottery enough for me

You take my wallet and I will skull fuck you >.> I know where you sleep, sir. ^_^

Brandon at 11:50PM on Aug 20, 2009

Disturbed Shock at 11:48PM on Aug 20, 2009

haha that is probably true sir lol But ill just take yo money bro Thats lottery enough for me

You take my wallet and I will skull fuck you >.> I know where you sleep, sir. ^_^

I know im sexy but damn sir. And the fact that you dont know where is sleep is funny cause i actully do know where you sleep.

Disturbed Shock at 11:52PM on Aug 20, 2009

Brandon at 11:50PM on Aug 20, 2009

Disturbed Shock at 11:48PM on Aug 20, 2009

haha that is probably true sir lol But ill just take yo money bro Thats lottery enough for me

You take my wallet and I will skull fuck you >.> I know where you sleep, sir. ^_^

I know im sexy but damn sir. And the fact that you dont know where is sleep is funny cause i actully do know where you sleep.

Are you two gay or something?

lol dont forget that you gave me your address the other day..M-M-M-MAPQUEST lol jk.

Dreams at 11:54PM on Aug 20, 2009

Disturbed Shock at 11:52PM on Aug 20, 2009

Brandon at 11:50PM on Aug 20, 2009

Disturbed Shock at 11:48PM on Aug 20, 2009

haha that is probably true sir lol But ill just take yo money bro Thats lottery enough for me

You take my wallet and I will skull fuck you >.> I know where you sleep, sir. ^_^

I know im sexy but damn sir. And the fact that you dont know where is sleep is funny cause i actully do know where you sleep.

Are you two gay or something?

Nope, im perfectly straight honestly. Altough im shure that if you happened to hear our day to day conversations IRL you would probaly question our state of mental health, cause we alk about some weird crap sometimes.

Im just sarcastic. He dose know where I live though.

yes and ill be waiting lol